You have magic in you. 

A current of the divine runs through you, so clear, so powerful, and so true that it sparks wonder, awe and deep, abiding humility.

It has always been with you. (So much so, it is you.)

And it’s the one thing you’ve never really let yourself do.

How do I know?

I am an attorney with the prestigious education and experience to do that work at a high, strategic level—and painting is my magic.

The power and beauty that comes through my soul yantra paintings astounds me. The profound resonance people experience, to tears, in receiving (or simply seeing) them, staggering.

And yet, painting is the one thing I’d never really let myself do.

I’d always brushed it aside as being impractical (read: not making any money, or at least not the money required to support my life). Because I’d been told it was impractical, and it wouldn’t make me any money—and a whole host of other judgements about what was worthy of my intellect and education—and I believed it.

When I finally gave myself over to it—this current of the divine that runs through me—it created magic.

This one thing that I’d never let myself do was the one thing that made everything work.

I see you.

You too are a masterful professional.

You too are a gifted intuitive, creative and deeply spiritual being. (A natural mystic as one of my clients calls us.)

You long for wholeness: to weave all of your Self into your life’s work; to create from the heart at the center of your Self.

Your soul keeps whispering in a thousand different ways: it’s time. It’s time to turn toward, and embrace wholeheartedly, the thing your heart bursts forth with—and that the professional has eclipsed all these years.

You know that means stepping into an entirely new way of being: fully-present, divinely-connected, surrendered not only personally, but professionally. 

And, you’re creating all the dichotomies (overt and subtle) that I’d created for myself.

You gloss over the pain of not doing it with unspoken judgment (it’s not that great or important as pain goes) and admonishments to be grateful (that you have the professional training, reputation and opportunities you’ve had and well, not everyone does.)

Your pain is not trivial pain.

It is soul-level pain, and it is real. 

We like to pretend it is trivial—or silly even. We may have some shame or embarrassment at feeling it at all; we have so much else. So, we tell ourselves it’s necessary (for practicalities sake) and OK (not real or deep—perhaps even that of a complainer), and we urge ourselves to be grateful for this other “practical” professional path we’ve walked.

Meanwhile, our magic—the work that is peculiarly and particularly ours to do—is not getting done. And, it will not get done, if we do not do it. No one else is here to be who you’re here to be, to do what you’re here to do. No one will step into that space, take up that current. This particular current of the divine runs through you.

The thing you will not allow yourself to be or to do, that is the thing to follow.

Even if it’s just a feeling, without a form.

That is the through route, the space of flow and flourishing.

It holds the magic.

It would be my honor to work with you in a sacred practice of discernment, integration and full expression of your magic.

Join me on September 7 below.

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